pain...painless

Lh told me about a girl who is heart broken.... and this girl wrote to that heartless man: 当 早已经在我的心里种下了无数棵树，根如长藤般交连时，再拔起来后， 有否看见那淋漓的鲜血，与隐忍的疼痛 不是我，终不知道我有多爱 ，终不知道我心有多疼。我的爱情，在 的指尖，只是昙花一现的划痕，连花瓣都带着朵朵的血丝。 可以就这样走掉，丢给我一个冰凉的背影，连同我的哭泣， 都可以置之不理。坚决的背影， 有回望的可能。 看不见心不再跳动时的情景，血不再流时的姿态。That was exactly how I felt... noone knows better how i felt... the pain that pierces through the heart... I wish I know how to get up and walk... let my heart warm with blood... I really wish I know how.... all I know is to pretend I'm well and fine infront of everybody... and hide my pain in dark...